Just now when my friend got home, she was approached by fake policeman.They knock on her window car so hard that she had to wind it down and they asked her to get off the car. She just keep honking and tried to drive away but the policeman stand in front of her car. They say she they notice she was talking on the phone and her car nearly bang into the police car. But she said it never happen. So she is force to get down and the police got her driving and IC and nearly force her into their car but she insisted that she did nothing wrong. After a while, many people were came out and see what happen and then only the policeman leave after the security guards came. But even the security guards didn't do anything as the policeman just said it was non of their business.
Nowadays there are lots of incidents like this. I just hope you are careful. I don't want to see any bad things happening on you. I have sent you lots of police station numbers around the Petaling Jaya neighborhood. Please call them if you face any problems like this in the future and never get down from the car. It's very dangerous to do so and you will never know what will happen to you.
What a night for her and myself. But I worry about you the most in the future. At night, if there is nothing avoid driving and ask him to fetch you in and out ok.
I love you always and forever. Please take care of yourself and be careful of your surroundings.
Goodnight and sweet dreams. I will pray that you and your family will be safe always and forever.
Sunday, 3 March 2013
Imagine me without you.....
As long as stars shine down from heaven
and the rivers run into the sea
till the end of time forever
you're the only love i will need
In my life you are all that matters
in my eyes the only truth i see
when my hopes and dreams have shattered
you're the one that's there for me
when i found you i was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need youuuu
Imagine me without you
I will be lost and so confuse
I wouldn't last a day
I will be afraid
without you there to see me through
Just reach home. Listening to some musics again. While thinking of you, getting bath and ready for dinner. It just happen that whatever I do, I just keep on thinking of you. My heart and mind is multitasking all the time. Almost all the time with you in it.
No news from you in the past 2 weeks. Wondering how are you with your life and work. Guess I have no more right to ask you this.
Hope you have fun today. Going to bath now.
Take care and enjoy your dinner later with whoever. I hope I don't bump into you and him. Really don't wish to see that awkward moment when I see you face to face with you holding his hand.
Nevertheless, I will still always love you forever and ever.
and the rivers run into the sea
till the end of time forever
you're the only love i will need
In my life you are all that matters
in my eyes the only truth i see
when my hopes and dreams have shattered
you're the one that's there for me
when i found you i was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need youuuu
Imagine me without you
I will be lost and so confuse
I wouldn't last a day
I will be afraid
without you there to see me through
Just reach home. Listening to some musics again. While thinking of you, getting bath and ready for dinner. It just happen that whatever I do, I just keep on thinking of you. My heart and mind is multitasking all the time. Almost all the time with you in it.
No news from you in the past 2 weeks. Wondering how are you with your life and work. Guess I have no more right to ask you this.
Hope you have fun today. Going to bath now.
Take care and enjoy your dinner later with whoever. I hope I don't bump into you and him. Really don't wish to see that awkward moment when I see you face to face with you holding his hand.
Nevertheless, I will still always love you forever and ever.
Saturday, 2 March 2013
16th Day of Recovery
It is a beautiful Sunday today. Good for a walk around the beach and just sit down to read some books. Did that the whole morning until the sun begins to feel really scorching hot then decided to head back to my room.
Wonder what is your plan for today? Anyway, hope you enjoyed your Sunday as well. It's already 16 days now and keep counting. You are so hard to forget and my heart just couldn't stop thinking over you. Anyway, I have been writing daily about how I feel and what I am doing and it's almost the same everyday. I wish there is something new for me to write about. Something interesting in my life just like yours. Love is really hard to forget. Especially when you love from your heart.
Hope you have fun today. I will love you always and forever. I will be heading to some sight seeing places later in the afternoon before heading back to KL. It will be another tiring day. But at least away from all the work and stress.
Take care ya my love. You know you are weak. Make sure you consume more vitamins and also to regularly have your body check. Any help you need, I am always here for you.
Love you always and a thousand years to come. Miss you so much my beloved baby.
Wonder what is your plan for today? Anyway, hope you enjoyed your Sunday as well. It's already 16 days now and keep counting. You are so hard to forget and my heart just couldn't stop thinking over you. Anyway, I have been writing daily about how I feel and what I am doing and it's almost the same everyday. I wish there is something new for me to write about. Something interesting in my life just like yours. Love is really hard to forget. Especially when you love from your heart.
Hope you have fun today. I will love you always and forever. I will be heading to some sight seeing places later in the afternoon before heading back to KL. It will be another tiring day. But at least away from all the work and stress.
Take care ya my love. You know you are weak. Make sure you consume more vitamins and also to regularly have your body check. Any help you need, I am always here for you.
Love you always and a thousand years to come. Miss you so much my beloved baby.
The end of 15th Day - I'm still loving you....
When I close my eyes, I think of you
and the times we had been through
even though we are far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
how you made my world complete
but now I am left alone
we talk about love and hope
wish we could start our life alone
I wish that I could live without you
Listening to songs whole night. Looking back at our photos.... Thinking back of the memories you left for me... Nothing can change now...
Maybe in the next few days, I am going to message you to give you back the remaining things. Maybe you still don't want to see me, but even if not, it's fine. I just want to drop the things to you. Because looking at them just keeps reminding me of you. You know, until now, I still can't believe the things I see now. You are with another guy for 2 weeks now. My love....... I just hope all this could quickly fade away.
People always tells me, when you really love someone, no matter what happen and how bad they treated you, you will still love them. You love them not because of the things they have done wrong to you but because of them. Maybe you hate the things they do but not the person.
Anyway, I no longer can read your mind and be part of your life anymore. What I see in front of me is a happy you with him. This is enough to stop me from going near you or contact you anymore. After returning the final things to you, I am disappearing from this place and your life.
I will always love you forever and ever. Although the guy you love is not me anymore, it doesn't really matter to me. We shouldn't always do the same thing others did to you. We should always be fair and be ourselves. Take care my love.. Stay happy with him. Time will take me far far away from you.
and the times we had been through
even though we are far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
how you made my world complete
but now I am left alone
we talk about love and hope
wish we could start our life alone
I wish that I could live without you
Listening to songs whole night. Looking back at our photos.... Thinking back of the memories you left for me... Nothing can change now...
Maybe in the next few days, I am going to message you to give you back the remaining things. Maybe you still don't want to see me, but even if not, it's fine. I just want to drop the things to you. Because looking at them just keeps reminding me of you. You know, until now, I still can't believe the things I see now. You are with another guy for 2 weeks now. My love....... I just hope all this could quickly fade away.
People always tells me, when you really love someone, no matter what happen and how bad they treated you, you will still love them. You love them not because of the things they have done wrong to you but because of them. Maybe you hate the things they do but not the person.
Anyway, I no longer can read your mind and be part of your life anymore. What I see in front of me is a happy you with him. This is enough to stop me from going near you or contact you anymore. After returning the final things to you, I am disappearing from this place and your life.
I will always love you forever and ever. Although the guy you love is not me anymore, it doesn't really matter to me. We shouldn't always do the same thing others did to you. We should always be fair and be ourselves. Take care my love.. Stay happy with him. Time will take me far far away from you.
15th Day of Recovery
Good afternoon baby. Everyday, I keep on counting down on the days of recovery. But without any sense of direction and without any hope. I go out with girls, I join my friends in their outings, but I still can't get over with you. I can only keep this feelings in my heart. No one else knew how much I really love you. It has been more than 2 months now, and I really wish I could live without you.
Even far far away from you, I am still thinking of you every single day and hoping that we could be reunited once again. I keep remembering the words you said to me. All the loves you once had for me. That you will love me a thousand years, that your love to me will never fade, and you are suffering in pain alone. I wonder if you still feel it now. Although deep inside I really wanted you to be happy, sometimes, I had this selfish thought about you loving me deeply.
Nevertheless, I will still stay away from you and stop contacting you. The only things that I still owe you is the 1 pack that I need to return to you. After this, everything about material and realistic about you will disappear slowly from my life. What is left is just the memories about us. Everyday, I keep looking at your photos, I will tell myself. Are you real? Did you really exist or it's all just a big long dream that I am having. Is all this photos, memories, all real? If it is, why the ending should be like this? I really hate myself.
Anyway, no point talking about this, because you are now happy and will never see me again. I continue to hope and wish you are happy with him. It's time for a walk around the beach and to think of something else. I am going to Japan in first week of April, after i leave my company. At least no need take leave. Things change so fast. Everything, I once dream of.
Tomorrow should be our 1 year anniversary. And a big surprise from me to you. It's all gone. Ok. Have to stop thinking back now. It's really time to look forward. You have your own life. And you will definitely enjoy your life now. I miss you so much btw. So wanted to hug you and so wanted to kiss you deeply.
I will always love you forever and ever. Take care my love. Remember about your health and body. If there is anything you need, I will always be there first to offer myself.
Even far far away from you, I am still thinking of you every single day and hoping that we could be reunited once again. I keep remembering the words you said to me. All the loves you once had for me. That you will love me a thousand years, that your love to me will never fade, and you are suffering in pain alone. I wonder if you still feel it now. Although deep inside I really wanted you to be happy, sometimes, I had this selfish thought about you loving me deeply.
Nevertheless, I will still stay away from you and stop contacting you. The only things that I still owe you is the 1 pack that I need to return to you. After this, everything about material and realistic about you will disappear slowly from my life. What is left is just the memories about us. Everyday, I keep looking at your photos, I will tell myself. Are you real? Did you really exist or it's all just a big long dream that I am having. Is all this photos, memories, all real? If it is, why the ending should be like this? I really hate myself.
Anyway, no point talking about this, because you are now happy and will never see me again. I continue to hope and wish you are happy with him. It's time for a walk around the beach and to think of something else. I am going to Japan in first week of April, after i leave my company. At least no need take leave. Things change so fast. Everything, I once dream of.
Tomorrow should be our 1 year anniversary. And a big surprise from me to you. It's all gone. Ok. Have to stop thinking back now. It's really time to look forward. You have your own life. And you will definitely enjoy your life now. I miss you so much btw. So wanted to hug you and so wanted to kiss you deeply.
I will always love you forever and ever. Take care my love. Remember about your health and body. If there is anything you need, I will always be there first to offer myself.
Friday, 1 March 2013
The end of 14th Day - Pavilion
It has been very very long time since I visited Pavilion. I use to go there with my baby Ashley for movies, dinners, shopping, etc. She loves the Armani brand and also Bebe. Among others brands she loves as well. Too bad, she will never follow me there again.
But finally today, I decided to go there for a dinner and also to watch a movie with my friend. It was a long and tiring day for me. Going around places, stuck in the jam, got lost, so many things for a day. I spill my milo on my seat again, then have to send to wash, took the train to collect my car because of the traffic jam. Got appointment at 8.30 but in the end was very late and reach around 9++ at kepong to pick my friend. Then head to Pavilion from there which made me got lost and both of us trying to find our way but in the end reach the korean restaurant around 10 and then movie after.
Despite me trying really hard to forget you and moving on with my life, to be honest, nothing works. It is still all about you. If ever I could open my heart again, it will be a miracle. But for now, I still misses you so much and loved you so so so much. Life is always unpredictable and I don't even know about your life with him now. Just can hope that it is wonderful. Even if it's not, I will still always be here for you. But I believe he is a better man than me. You told me before that he is 1,000,000,000,000 more better than me. You must be right in this.
Love is always the most beautiful when it is pure and sincere from the heart. Weekends going to be relaxing for me. Hope it is for you too and enjoy it with him, your family and friends.
I love you always and forever. Take care and have a great weekend baby. I misses you so much. God bless you and your family. Good night and sweet dreams. I want to dream about you and our cute kids. Please bring them back to my dreams.
But finally today, I decided to go there for a dinner and also to watch a movie with my friend. It was a long and tiring day for me. Going around places, stuck in the jam, got lost, so many things for a day. I spill my milo on my seat again, then have to send to wash, took the train to collect my car because of the traffic jam. Got appointment at 8.30 but in the end was very late and reach around 9++ at kepong to pick my friend. Then head to Pavilion from there which made me got lost and both of us trying to find our way but in the end reach the korean restaurant around 10 and then movie after.
Despite me trying really hard to forget you and moving on with my life, to be honest, nothing works. It is still all about you. If ever I could open my heart again, it will be a miracle. But for now, I still misses you so much and loved you so so so much. Life is always unpredictable and I don't even know about your life with him now. Just can hope that it is wonderful. Even if it's not, I will still always be here for you. But I believe he is a better man than me. You told me before that he is 1,000,000,000,000 more better than me. You must be right in this.
Love is always the most beautiful when it is pure and sincere from the heart. Weekends going to be relaxing for me. Hope it is for you too and enjoy it with him, your family and friends.
I love you always and forever. Take care and have a great weekend baby. I misses you so much. God bless you and your family. Good night and sweet dreams. I want to dream about you and our cute kids. Please bring them back to my dreams.
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